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The advantage of being curious early

I’ve been thinking a lot about how little of what I’m doing right now actually came from being strategic. Most of it came from getting interested in something early and staying with it longer than I probably should have.

A lot of the things people associate with me now didn’t start as part of some master plan. The repo didn’t. ZeroLeaks didn’t. Even getting into AI security didn’t. Most of it started in a much simpler way: I found something interesting, spent way too much time on it, and kept going. That’s honestly most of it.

I think people seriously underestimate how much of an advantage that can be if it happens early enough. When you get curious about something early, time starts working for you. Not just time to learn, but time to wander a little, build things that don’t matter yet, change directions, get stuck on details that seem small, and go deep before anyone expects anything from you. You get reps before pressure shows up, and that matters more than people think.

A lot of the visible progress people notice later is built on hours that looked useless at the time. Reading weird stuff late at night. Getting distracted by details nobody else cares about. Trying to understand how something actually works instead of just using it. From the outside, it can look random. Later, people call it experience.

That’s one reason I think curiosity matters more than ambition early on. Ambition wants an outcome. Curiosity wants to understand. Ambition asks how to move ahead. Curiosity asks why this works the way it does. Ambition matters too, obviously, but curiosity is usually what keeps someone in the room long enough to actually get good. It’s what keeps you going when there’s no reward yet.

A lot of the best things in my life came from that kind of curiosity. I didn’t upload my first system prompt because I thought it would turn into a huge repo. I uploaded it because I found it interesting. I didn’t start looking at agent security because it sounded smart. I started because once you spend enough time reading how these systems are actually instructed, you start seeing the cracks. And once you see them, you start asking better questions.

When you start asking those questions early enough, you get a lot more time to improve the quality of them. And that changes everything. If you stay around something long enough, you stop looking only at the surface and start seeing the structure underneath. You notice patterns faster. You get a feel for what’s fragile, what’s solid, and where people are bluffing. That kind of instinct doesn’t just appear overnight. It comes from caring about something for a long time before there was any obvious reason to.

There’s a weird side to it too. You end up caring deeply about things most people around you don’t care about yet. You think about things that don’t really fit into normal conversation. Sometimes you can’t even explain why something feels so interesting to you, only that it does. Sometimes it makes you feel weird, or intense, or like you’re wasting your time. But I’ve started to think that’s just part of the process. If you care early, there’s a good chance you’ll care alone for a while.

That doesn’t mean you’re wrong. Most of the time, it just means the thing still isn’t visible to everyone else yet.

And honestly, I think that stage is underrated. The stage where there’s no audience, no reward, no proof that any of it will matter. Just interest. Just the feeling that something is worth understanding more deeply than most people are willing to. That stage does something to you. If you stay with something long enough before it becomes useful, by the time it does, it’s already part of how you think.

That’s why I don’t think the advantage of being curious early is really about being ahead. It’s about having more time to become real. More time to build your own taste, instinct, depth, and way of seeing things. Most things that look impressive later started as something interesting that didn’t look important at all in the beginning.

Most of the time, it was just someone paying attention a little earlier than everyone else.